Chapter 8 - Eleanor's Confession

I spent the next hour refusing to speak to Daniel.
Not because I thought he was lying.
Because I was beginning to believe him.
And that was worse.
Eleanor Whitcomb had been the one constant in my life.
When Richard mocked me for crying after my first broken bone, Grandma sat beside my bed and told me that being brave didn't mean pretending nothing hurt.
When Victoria missed my high-school graduation rehearsal, Grandma showed up early enough to sit in the front row.
When Richard called me a disappointment, she took me for ice cream.
She was the person I'd called after every bad day.
The person who remembered my birthday.
The person whose funeral had nearly destroyed me.
Now I was being told she'd known I wasn't Ethan Harrington.
That she'd known my parents were somewhere out there.
And that she'd allowed me to grow up inside the house of the man who had stolen me.
I stood outside Daniel's hospital room, staring at the wall.
Nora approached quietly.
"You want coffee?"
"No."
"Food?"
"No."
"Want me to insult somebody?"
I looked at her.
"Maybe later."
She leaned beside me.
"Okay."
For a while, we stood together.
Then I asked, "How much can somebody love you if they're willing to lie to you your whole life?"
Nora considered the question.
"I don't think love erases a lie."
I looked down.
"Then what does?"
"Nothing."
I turned toward her.
She shrugged sadly.
"Some things don't get erased. People can explain them, take responsibility for them, try to repair the damage. But that doesn't make the past disappear."
I thought about Grandma.
Her pancakes.
Her hand on my forehead when I had a fever.
Her voice saying, I wish I could make you breakfast.
"She was supposed to be different," I whispered.
Nora touched my arm.
"I know."
I closed my eyes.
Then I said, "I want to see her."
Eleanor was staying at a small rehabilitation facility under federal protection.
Agent Shaw refused to give me the address until she had confirmation from the medical team that Grandma was stable enough to receive visitors.
When we finally arrived, it was almost evening.
The building stood behind a row of old oak trees.
There were no cameras visible from the road.
No impressive entrance.
No fountain.
Just a brick building with a handicapped ramp and a sign reading:
PRIVATE CARE CENTER.
Shaw accompanied me inside.
Nora waited in the car.
I walked down a quiet hallway that smelled of disinfectant and oatmeal.
Room 214.
Shaw stopped outside.
"Before you go in, there's something you should know."
I looked at her.
"What?"
"Your grandmother has serious medical problems. She's recovering from a cardiac event and an infection."
"Is she dying?"
Shaw hesitated.
"Her doctors are concerned."
I looked at the door.
"Does she know I'm here?"
"Yes."
I nodded.
Then I went inside.
Eleanor Whitcomb sat beside a window.
She wore a pale-blue cardigan over a hospital gown.
Her silver hair was braided loosely over one shoulder.
Her face looked smaller than I remembered.
But her eyes were the same.
Sharp.
Warm.
And terribly sad.
"Well," she said.
I stopped.
She looked me up and down.
"You look like you've lost a fight with a delivery truck."
I tried to smile.
"Good to see you too."
She patted the chair beside her.
"Come here."
I didn't move.
Her hand fell.
"I suppose I've earned that."
I stared at her.
"You're alive."
"Apparently."
"I buried you."
Her expression collapsed.
"I know."
"I carried your coffin."
A tear slid down her cheek.
"I know, sweetheart."
"Don't call me that."
She nodded.
"All right."
I swallowed.
"What was in the coffin?"
"An empty weighted casket. The funeral director was told the remains had been transferred and the casket sealed under a legal instruction. He wasn't told the truth."
"Did you arrange it?"
"Part of it. Richard arranged the burial paperwork. I used the confusion to disappear."
"Why?"
"Because Francis Mercer was preparing to have me transferred into long-term psychiatric care. I knew that once I entered Saint Catherine's again, I might never come out."
I stared at her.
"So you let everybody think you were dead."
"Yes."
"Even me."
She closed her eyes.
"Yes."
I sat.
For a long time, I looked at the floor.
Then I asked, "What did you do twenty-four years ago?"
Grandma took a shaky breath.
"At first, I tried to stop Richard."
"That's not what I asked."
She nodded slowly.
"No. It isn't."
I waited.
She folded her hands in her lap.
"When I learned Richard had arranged to move Victoria's baby, I went to the hospital. Mara Bell told me she could get the child out before Richard's people took him."
"Owen."
"Yes."
"So you hid him with Margaret."
"Yes."
"And me?"
She began crying.
I didn't comfort her.
Not yet.
"What happened to Samuel Vale?"
She swallowed.
"Richard had already taken him."
"Where?"
"To a private residence outside Albany."
"Did you know?"
"Yes."
I stared at her.
"Then why didn't you call the police?"
"I tried."
"What happened?"
"Richard told the district attorney that Daniel Vale had killed his baby. Francis Mercer supplied the medical records. Leah's testimony supported them."
"Did you know those records were false?"
"Yes."
"Then why didn't you tell somebody?"
She looked directly at me.
"Because Richard threatened to kill both children if I exposed him."
I leaned back.
"And you believed him?"
"At the time, I did."
I thought of the letter Leah had written me.
Of Daniel sitting in prison with my photograph.
Of Owen growing up without knowing who his mother was.
"That's why you stayed quiet?"
"At first."
I looked at her.
"At first?"
She closed her eyes.
"Eventually, the lie became harder to undo."
I stared.
"Explain."
"Richard brought Samuel into the Harrington home. He told Victoria that her baby had recovered. By then, she was emotionally attached to you."
"So?"
"So Richard knew that if the truth came out, Victoria would have to face the possibility that the child she loved might be taken away from her."
I stood.
"She would've survived."
"Perhaps."
"Daniel didn't."
Grandma flinched.
"He spent twenty-four years in prison."
"I know."
"Leah died without holding her son."
"I know."
"Owen grew up thinking his mother abandoned him."
"I know."
"And I spent my whole life wondering why my father couldn't love me."
She covered her face.
"I know."
I leaned toward her.
"Then tell me why you didn't do something."
She began sobbing.
For a moment, I almost reached for her.
Almost.
Then I remembered my mother's letter.
The photograph of Daniel in prison.
Owen standing in Margaret's garage with a contract offering him five million dollars to disappear.
I sat back down.
"Tell me the truth."
Grandma wiped her face.
"Because after a while, I was afraid you would hate me."
The answer was so small that it hurt more than anything else she'd said.
I stared at her.
"You let all of us suffer because you didn't want me to hate you?"
She shook her head.
"No. That's not the whole truth."
"Then what is?"
She took a breath.
"Richard had evidence connecting me to the second transfer."
I frowned.
"Second transfer?"
"Mara took Owen out. I knew Richard had Samuel. But it was my attorney who arranged the paperwork allowing Richard to bring Samuel into Victoria's home."
I stared.
"You signed it?"
She nodded.
"Why?"
"Richard told me the boy would be killed if I refused."
"Was that true?"
"I don't know."
There it was again.
An honest answer that came twenty-four years too late.
I stood and moved toward the window.
Cars passed on the road below.
People going home.
People picking up children from school.
People living ordinary lives without ever knowing how lucky they were.
Behind me, Grandma said, "I never stopped trying to find a way to fix it."
I turned.
"When did you start?"
"Almost immediately."
"What did you do?"
"I paid for Daniel's first appeal. I contacted investigators. I preserved the trust. I helped Leah watch you from a distance."
"Did you tell them what you'd done?"
"No."
"Then you weren't trying to fix it."
She lowered her eyes.
"You were trying to keep everybody safe without ever taking the blame."
Grandma nodded.
"Yes."
That admission hurt.
But it also mattered.
For once, she wasn't asking me to accept a noble excuse.
She was telling me the truth.
I sat down again.
"What changed?"
She looked toward the window.
"Three months ago, Lucy Bell contacted me."
"The third baby."
Grandma nodded.
"She found the original electronic archive of the Harrington foundation."
"What was in it?"
"Financial transfers, false birth certificates, forged adoption documents, and recordings of Richard speaking with Francis Mercer."
I leaned forward.
"Where is it?"
"Lucy divided it into encrypted pieces."
"Why?"
"So no single person could destroy it."
"Where are the pieces?"
Grandma hesitated.
"One is with Lucy."
"And the others?"
"One was entrusted to Caroline. One to Elaine."
I frowned.
"Caroline?"
"She wasn't always working for Richard."
I stared at her.
"What about the last piece?"
Grandma looked at me.
"Leah had it."
I went still.
"My mother?"
"Yes."
"But she died eleven years ago."
"She left it somewhere she believed you'd eventually find."
I stared.
"Where?"
Grandma smiled sadly.
"Do you remember the old blue music box I gave you on your thirteenth birthday?"
I frowned.
"Yeah."
"It belonged to Leah."
I thought about the wooden box.
The chipped paint.
The tiny brass key.
I'd kept it in my apartment through college.
It still sat on my dresser.
My stomach tightened.
"What's inside it?"
Grandma shook her head.
"I never opened the compartment."
"What compartment?"
"Under the mechanism."
I stood.
"Why didn't you tell me?"
"Because when Richard cut you off, he sent people to search your apartment. I couldn't risk telling you until I knew it was safe."
I rubbed my face.
"Where's Lucy?"
Grandma's expression changed.
"She was supposed to meet me at Saint Catherine's."
"The night of the fire?"
"Yes."
"Did she get out?"
"I don't know."
"Then how did you get out?"
Grandma looked toward the door.
"Daniel."
I stared at her.
"He rescued you?"
She nodded.
"He came because I'd arranged to meet him there."
I thought of Agent Shaw's warning.
Don't trust Daniel.
I looked at Grandma.
"Why did you tell me not to trust him?"
She closed her eyes.
"Because he made a bargain with someone."
My stomach tightened.
"Who?"
"Adrian Mercer."
Richard's attorney.
I stared.
"What bargain?"
Grandma looked at me.
"Daniel agreed to deliver Francis Mercer's original archive in exchange for proof that you were alive."
I felt sick.
"Did he do it?"
"He gave them one copy."
"Why?"
"Because he didn't know the archive contained information about other children."
I stood slowly.
"Grandma."
She looked at me.
"Is there something else in that archive?"
Her expression changed.
Something like shame passed across her face.
Then she nodded.
"What?"
"Evidence that Richard wasn't the only person taking money from the foundation."
I stared at her.
"Who else?"
She looked down.
"My brother."
I frowned.
"Great-Uncle Thomas?"
She nodded.
"Thomas Whitcomb helped Richard establish the original accounts."
I remembered Thomas.
His expensive watches.
His ugly jokes.
His habit of telling Richard that everything had a price.
"Where is he now?"
Grandma's face went pale.
"He died five years ago."
I waited.
She swallowed.
"Or at least, that's what Richard told me."
I closed my eyes.
Another death.
Another missing person.
Another lie.
Grandma reached for my hand.
I let her.
She squeezed gently.
"Samuel, listen to me."
I looked up.
"Richard is desperate because the trust hearing is next week. If he loses control, he doesn't just lose money."
"What does he lose?"
"His protection."
I frowned.
"From who?"
"From the people who financed the foundation."
"Who are they?"
Grandma's eyes filled with fear.
"Men who have been buying silence for more than twenty years."
I thought about the cars at the estate.
The gunshots.
The man who had tried to poison Daniel.
"Are they coming for me?"
"They may already be watching."
I stood.
"Then we need to tell Shaw."
Grandma nodded.
"Yes."
I moved toward the door.
Then stopped.
"Grandma?"
She looked up.
"Yes?"
I swallowed.
"Did you ever think about telling me the truth when I was little?"
She smiled through tears.
"Every day."
I nodded.
"Then why didn't you?"
Her smile faded.
"Because I kept waiting for a day when telling you wouldn't hurt."
I looked at her for a long time.
Then I said, "That day was never going to come."
And I walked out.
Nora was waiting beside the car.
She saw my face.
"Bad?"
"Worse."
She held out the keys.
"Want me to drive?"
I nodded.
We got inside.
For several minutes, neither of us spoke.
Then I looked at her.
"I need to get to my apartment."
She started the engine.
"The music box?"
I stared.
"How did you know?"
She smiled faintly.
"You told me about it when we were seventeen. Said it was the ugliest gift you'd ever gotten and you'd never throw it away because it came from your grandma."
I looked down.
"I forgot."
"I didn't."
She pulled onto the road.
Half an hour later, we reached my apartment building.
The door to my unit was open.
The lock was broken.
My furniture had been overturned.
Drawers emptied.
The mattress slashed.
Nora stopped behind me.
"Oh, Ethan."
I barely heard her.
I went straight to the bedroom.
My dresser was empty.
The blue music box was gone.
I stood there staring at the bare wood.
Then my phone vibrated.
A photograph appeared.
The music box.
Sitting on a black desk.
Beside it was a handwritten note.
THANK YOU FOR TELLING ELEANOR WHERE TO LOOK.
A second message followed.
THE FOURTH PIECE IS MINE.
And then a third.
NOW BRING ME THE OTHER THREE.
The sender signed it with two letters.
May you like
R.H.
Richard Harrington.